I went to Corp II today. I’ve been here only one time before this training started, and after we moved everybody out of here. It’s still strange, but not. It’s all too comfortable somewhat. To top it off, I went to McDonalds. Got my fries, and my Dr. Pepper. Just like old times…I can’t help but glance at the booth in the back where JB and I sat…
I’ve changed. I used to be more complex. I used to discuss things that were in depth and thoughtful. I don’t do that anymore. I remember that was an issue I had with JenJen. I just didn’t get the feeling that she understood me. Who I was, or what my hopes and dreams were. Then, with Cookie, she had no problem having those discussions, only I felt that she was critiquing me, criticizing me. She likely didn’t intend to, but that was why I had a hard time opening up to her on some things. This was one of many issues that brought down the relationship. Now, with MG2, I just don’t think as complex as I used to think. I have the thoughts, I mean, I obviously do if I’m writing about them, but I don’t discuss them with her very often. I don’t know. There’s my famous line: “I don’t know”. CSA Girl pointed that one out to me. I was able to discuss things with Sharon, and JB like that. Even CSA Girl. Just on a different level I guess. I used to ask questions like “why is the sky blue”? Although I already know the answer to that one. I won’t get on my “Science soapbox” as CSA Girl would put it. Hers was a SPIU soapbox.
Yesterday we went shopping for a dress. It was supposed to be a good day, and I guess it was, but it was tougher than most. After I dragged myself out of bed in the morning, I found her wallet on the kitchen counter. She must have forgotten to put it back in her purse from the night before (she bought 24 on DVD for only $30 at Costco.com!). Well, I decided I’d drive down to
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